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Every time I look in the mirror is a disappointment and I couldn't give a FUCK if that makes me pessimistic. If that brings other people around me down, cool fuck you too.
I'm sorry I can't be everyone's ray of sunshine!!! I can't be happy all the time. I tried and failed, so I would really appreciate people around me who can handle a person that has lows. It's not even like I walk around miserable the majority of the time, but here is some advice to anyone that has an annoying friend who moans and groans: Telling them they are pathetic and bother you with their sorrows doesn't help anything at all so if you care about them come up with a new strategy to help them out such as A) reminding them their lives could be worse, B) asking what is wrong and brainstorming ways to fix it, and my favorite if none of the above make any headway C) recommend a therpist, which by the way they never ever agree to do. Brownie points to those who find something to make this sad friend smile, such as amusing websites you know this person will giggle at (youtube).
This anger is due to browsing facebook and being informed my ex has a new gf! And she's ugly! I have nothing but horrible memories left of him though I'm somehow jealous of how many friends he has. Why do I live my life inside my head but this asshole has people flocking to him.. It's because he's funny. I know it. I couldn't even make a fucking baby laugh. Something has to change and as soon as I find out what I'll start working on it.
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[14 Feb 2009|12:07am] |
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I like to sleep because my dreams are better than reality
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[27 Oct 2008|11:02pm] |
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theres gotta be more to life than this
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[16 Oct 2008|11:24pm] |
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whats funny is time keeps ticking
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[19 Jun 2008|11:03pm] |
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My hair smells really good but there's no one to smell it.
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[21 May 2008|12:13am] |
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To feel alive, you _________________.
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Will somebody fucking kill me please
I'm on my knees
pretty pretty please
kill meeeee
I want to die
put a bullet in my heeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaadddddd
how I wish you could see the potential,
the potential of you and me.
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| My feedback to Livejournal |
[16 May 2008|08:39pm] |
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I recently became aware that as of May 12th, no new accounts may be "basic". This really irritates me as a user of Livejournal for 8 years now. I have loved how this website reaches out to all people and helps connect us in a way that was never possible before. This felt like a safe, secure environment. More recently I have noticed Livejournal undergo many changes and expand to growing demands of the consumers. Some of these changes, like ceasing the use of codes in order to create a journal, or making customizing the look of the journal easier with S2, have been beneficial and haven't affected us senior users. However, one modification has really unnerved me. I decided to create a new personal journal, put the old one in the past. I was appalled when I found out I could not switch from plus to basic, contrary to the "change account type any time" notice. Why must I absolutely HAVE to have advertisements shoved in my face? Aren't they everywhere already? The ruin the look of my overrides and disrupt my preferred settings..Why is Livejournal just about the money now? I read that Livejournal defended this decision with "most people use plus anyway" but OBVIOUSLY, when it's the default setting. I am very upset with this website and I do not feel like LJ is about the people anymore...It's about the caash. I know that a lot of people are upset with this happening. Hey LJ team!- You are sending a message and people are GETTING it. I really hope you change this mindset, Livejournal. It is a slap in the face to know that because I am not a paid member, I am wasting your time by not wanting to look at ads plastered all over my journal page.
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[12 Mar 2008|12:10am] |
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12:10AM
Tick tock
I'm tired of waiting for something to happen.
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[11 Mar 2008|04:39pm] |
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My journal is friends only, only because I would like to know who is reading this. Everyone is welcome!
About myself: I love, love, love, nice weather. I feel like I die every winter and am born again in the spring. I am in college, majoring in biology. I want to work with the polar bears and/or starfish. I do a lot of thinking. While I do this thinking I listen to various music. I also love stories, so like movies, books, that type of thing. I love animals too. And aquariums and museums. I love to laugh and I love people who make me laugh, that's the best. I also love my friends but I don't have a lot. I have fears like everyone does, and sometimes they get the best of me.
I'm scared, actually legitimately terrified, of the future. I wish you could grab hold of time and keep it in between your fingers so it could never take another thing away from you.
In case I don't see you again,
good morning
good afternoon
and goodnight!
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